Last Weekend

So folk... I had just come home from a walk and saw that I had an email. And it turned out to be from Justin. I have to admit, I was really suprised to see it. He said he was sorry and really wanted to see me. Which I told him would be ok, after we talked for a bit.

We talked for a long time, and I think it went well. I also got christmas gifts... which I wasnt expecting. I got sea monkeys and Coyote Ugly... which were such perfect gifts. Totally happy lindsey.

Well... we're sorta back together, we're dating, but not exclusive. I think this is a good idea, becuase I just needed more time before I got right back into a relationship with him. Just needed to figure things out. So we'll see how it goes. At the time i was also talking to this other guy about possibly dating, although since then I've told him that I really want to make things work with Justin (he wasnt too thrilled about that, but tough). So at the time, it especially made sense to not be a couple again. At this point, I really want to be with just justin, I really love him. But we'll see how it goes when I actually tell him about it. He's heading home to ohio right now, so I wont really get to talk to him about this for awhile... at least a few days with the holidays and all. But fingers crossed then.

I can't really explain how happy I felt when he was here. At first I was scared, but then it was just like... it was really really nice.

Well... I've gotta get some stuff done. Later y'all.
Linds